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As I kneel here, washing


On the floor, my knees begin to bleed

From kneeling washing your clothes clean

The stains that are left on your shirts

Can’t compare with the pain I’m trying to avert

  
You thought I didn’t know, as I sit here washing your shirts

The lipstick and stale smell of pussy on these shirts, make me wonder about the dirt

The dirt we swept under the rug for our piece of happy

The dirt that makes me snappy and make you wonder what did I do to deserve a woman like you

One who snaps at a whim to your asinine question, “What’s for dinner?”


A woman who cooks and cleans and works and is continuously pruning her bush for you

Being the entertainer that I am, I host your stupid friends for football matches, putting on a good face

and cheering on your winners and then you asked me "what's for dinner?"

No, you don’t deserve someone like me.


On the floor, my knees begin to bleed.

From kneeling washing your clothes clean

The stains that are left on your shirts

Can’t compare with the pain I’m trying to avert.



You had to have known, what dirt I was removing

You smirked and saw my pain as I was laundering, your sins  

From my position, I could have cracked you in the shin and broke the skin 

your promises to love me, have made my chest swell with anxiety

which one does a man love? The one he lies to or the one who holds his truths



The things I've done with these hands

The palms that have seen blisters on end

From wringing and crying, from crying and wringing

To looking for solutions that bring you to say, "why you keep nagging?"

Oh, how I hate washing these clothes



On the floor, my knees begin to bleed

From kneeling washing your clothes clean

The stains that are left on your shirts

Can't compare to the praise that has replaced my hurt

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